Trash the illusions

I have always wanted to be a painter. I have tried so many times to paint. I have half a box full of supplies in our tiny basement.

I'm not a painter. I always wanted to be a painter, but I'm not one. My creative medium is mainly fibre. I do a great job with fibre, not so much with paint.

It is time to accept this as a fact and enjoy the time I spend with fibre even more, since I'm not feeling guilty because I never use the paint stuff.

It is time to let go of the ideas and pictures I have of myself and find joy in the reality. To stop trying to be something I'm not.

It is time to trash the illusions.